Coffee Therapy : Brew Well To Be Well

Someone stole my pants. I didn’t thought it would happened to me and last night was the night. I was aware that in this kind of place we live it happens once in a while but I was just so complacent that it wont happen to me. What makes me so complacent about it? The only mistake I remember I did was I hang it near the gate and not near the window, which I always did. I also had the feeling of should or shouldn’t I turn on the lights outside it must be a sign then that I took for granted. Poor me and now I learned my lesson. I heard news before from our former neighbors, that some of their polo shirts were stolen and was never found. I wasn’t expecting mine will be returned. It’s just that I didn’t take that news so seriously. And now that it happened I feel so sorry for myself. I was of course mad when I found out that it was stolen but they didn’t took the hanger that comes along with it. I guess that doesn’t interests the thief. It was an original lee pants that fits me well. I like the fitting and though it’s a little fading it still look nice especially when I wear that pants. Bottom line is I’m going to be very careful next time. Soon ill be over it but not at this point because obviously I am still mad.

Everybody is sound asleep now. It’s always like this I was the one who sleep late in the evening but it’s not that late like how it was before. It’s only during evening that I get a chance to write a post for my 5 blogs. Sometimes if I am that in a good mood I can do all in one sitting but that’s not always the case. Like now for instance this is my 4th post for my 4th blog site but I’m having a little hard time to establish an idea in order to make it readable to my readers. I am turning blank again and I couldn’t think a much more better idea than this. Hmmm… I heard mother snoring from where I am. She don’t used to snore that loud, well it’s not loud as in super loud but its like the sound is a little louder than what it is before. Is it because that she’s getting older that’s why she sounded that way? I don’t think so but that I have to search. But father snores the loudest around the house before. Yeah that was before fathers in heaven now. I just remember him. I don’t know if I snore like my parents are nobody told me I guess I don’t snore. Speaking of sleeping and snoring I feel a little sleepy actually. I guess that means I have to sleep now.

Good night and happy reading!

I woke up today at the wrong side of the bed. There are those days that when one wakes up it doesn’t seem to feel right, I can’t explain why but sometimes it does happened. I had a mild headache last night but that didn’t cause a hindrance for me not to sleep well. Thank goodness my headache was gone. Though my headache was gone still the pain I felt in my hands is still there. I can’t flex it well, I can’t carry a full pitcher of water in one hand it should be two hands and I felt that the muscle were a little stressed out. I know what had caused this. It’s unavoidable for me not to touch water while doing the cooking. It’s when the hands are wet, a little later it gets dry because from the heat that’s coming from the stove and gets wet again and gets dry again. That’s a bad habit right there that I have to find some remedies in order to lessen the pain that I am feeling. It should be that all the necessary ingredients are chopped prior to cooking, keep one hand dry and one hand wet. It worked a bit but still there is pain.

It was after lunchtime, I was a little upset about one thing which caused my good mood to change into a bad mood and by which mother starts to tell stories on how I was when I was a little girl when it comes to my mood swings. Some of it I remember and some I don’t but I know it happened. My friend who temporarily lived with us laughed in every stories mother was sharing. I laughed too it was funny yet I felt a little embarrassed but I can take it. How was I back I was a kid? I was a very quiet student, I prefer to be alone, I don’t have many friends because I felt that they just wanted to scold me and I was a little hardheaded. It made me remember of my only first friend from kindergarten school. Her name is Aileen, I considered her to be my first friend I liked that time, she’s my classmate and our yaya’s were close friends too. I remember her so well but I don’t know if she does too. We lost contact starting when I transferred from another school. I don’t have any idea where she is now and what she’s into now. The last time I saw her was like years ago and I don’t even recognize her face anymore. Hmmm… I will look for her in friendster maybe then I can find her. It’s easy finding someone in friendster because everybody knows it. And if I’ll find her hope she will remember me.

I’m not so sure what to write now. I know I want to write something and say something of what I think at the moment, what I feel if it’s good or bad or write a post for a certain topic but I am turning blank. The idea is there I know it for sure but I can’t find the right words how to describe it. What possible topic was I thinking a minute ago or at the moment? Hmmm… I was thinking of sharing good news that I found out hours ago and that’s a positive idea right there. I was also thinking of… I was a little angry with someone because I miss the person and that’s positive yet too emotional for me to describe. I was thinking also of… actually a little bothered but not that serious though about how sometimes a friend can make me feel uncomfortable of their ways or attitude somehow. Those are the thoughts I was thinking of. I tried to put them into words and tried again but the more I pushed myself the more the words are getting messed up. I guess that happens once in awhile, huh. Maybe the timing isn’t just right. Too bad for me, huh?

That’s for now I guess…

Haven’t really slept well, been cleaning all day long, fixing some stuff and feeling so tired. I cleaned the entire room as in like general cleaning, as I would like to put it in that term. So much work to do and needs to be done. Before I forgot I washed my clothes too, it’s been stocked for two weeks I guess and thank goodness I am done with it. My hands are a little rough to touch, flaky, a bit dry and I hate it. Why is that there’s so much work to do during weekends? I don’t know maybe we are used to it. My mother and I argued because I don’t want our old unwashed smelly carpets be put beside my bed near the headboard. That doesn’t seem right. Now my room smells like a rotten egg or something like that and it’s unhealthy. Prior of buying those carpets I told her that in a place like we have now it’s not suitable to have one but instead she bought two, one in the living room and one in the dining area. Our apartment is too small and putting too much stuff in it makes the place unorganized and clutter. And under my bed too are bags filled with old stuff that I am complaining about because my room looks like a storage room rather than a bedroom. It’s been there since we moved in here. It’s not really a room with a separate door that subdivides it but since it’s my territory I prefer to call it my room that turns not to be. Mother doesn’t seem to understand what I am going through every time I sleep, I told her about this but she said to me just bear with it. For how long mother? Till I get sick. This is unfair, isn’t it?

If you’re eating at this point, I beg you not to read this — maybe later. I know this will sound so bad and even more if we imagine it. I don’t care at all if I am going to talk a little about poop here not really on how it looks like and all that because that would be so unpleasant and an insane idea to do but you know just a little something to scare ones good appetite for food for a while. Just kidding around! Hahaha…

Anyhow just gone from the bathroom an hour ago feeling so relieved, relaxed, cleaned inside and smelled like fruit scented soap. Ahhh! What a feeling! Hahaha… I love the after feeling of just having a poop out of my body, I really do. One of the comfortable feelings I want to feel everyday of my life and I am sharing this wonderful life altering moment to everybody. Ngek!

I don’t think if this is a good idea but I looked at my poop. How about that, huh? Hahaha… I am sometimes a self checked doctor and I do some checking just by looking at it if it sinks or floats for when that thing sinks directly to the bowl it means I lack fiber and when it floats like a boat it means the other way around. I’m sure some of us do that at some point of our bathroom moments. Well how was it? Hahaha… Hmmm… Can’t tell and it doesn’t really matter for me if it sinks or floats as long as they’re out of my system, they’re out. Hahaha…

Just couple of days ago I was revealing how truly disappointed and frustrated I was by not having that laptop on the day itself that I was supposed to have it. There’s no sense of waiting anymore because I can’t have it back. I felt bad actually and I know I need to have a sort of relief…… Well to change the mood that I’m badly feeling, I was browsing by my friendster list and later led me to my cousin’s page. I was surprised that if I am right she had a daughter and I had another niece. Time flew so fast that I didn’t even know about this. It’s not a newly born baby but a kid about an age of 2 or 3 base on the pictures I saw and looks like they are a happy trio. My niece is cute, well all my nieces are and that make me a proud tita of theirs. Hahaha…

Most of my cousins who are already married have first-born daughters from my first cousins to second cousins. And another 1st cousin of mine is expecting to have a baby soon from his wife to be and they don’t know at this point the gender of the baby but I have a strong feeling it will be a girl although my kuya would like to have a boy. Hmmm… Just for some crazy thoughts, personally I wanted my first born to be a boy, if and only if… hahaha Oh no, talking about me now, huh? I should better go now and stop this before I go nuts and what not. Hahaha…

Today I should have my laptop back but unfortunately it’s not done yet. We have it fixed the other day and I thought I could have it now. I feel disappointed and I guess I have to wait for few more days. Hope it won’t take that long. Anyway I’m here in the Internet cafe again updating my blogs and all that. I really don’t feel comfortable doing this stuff here for sometimes people are peeking on your work. That is sometimes annoying but I have to live with it for the meantime. I feel I’m starting to enjoy this blog thing, I have few friends online and things right now are getting better for me.

For the past days, it’s hot like an oven here in Manila and I have been feeling headache every now and then due to weather changes. I refrain from going out because I can’t endure the heat of the sun but that doesn’t mean I don’t like summer. Summer is really here but today is different, the weather mellows a bit. The day started with a sunny sun but right after past 12 the sky becomes gloomy but it didn’t rain. I was expecting to rain though. So the rest of the day for me is very productive. I did some cleaning in my little room and did some stitching on my clothes. My headache starts to dwindle down and I’m beginning to like my day today. I’m in a good mood to write and update my journals.

Hmmm… I was thinking since I’m starting to blog and my relationship towards writing starts to sparkle, I have 4 blog sites that I am loving and happy about but that doesn’t makes me polygamous in any matter. Hahaha… I have this beautiful pages which is about me and some other stuff, I blog for food which is my smorgasbord, I also blog for places I have been and share stories in between which is my beach avenue and this blog that you are reading right now is my coffee therapy which is about me and anything under the sun.

There is something to the word coffee therapy that I am attracted to. I don’t know why but I just liked it. Coffee is coffee, sometimes it’s too bitter, sometimes too sweet and I can decide on what taste I want my coffee to be and same with blogging I can write whatever I want to. Writing a blog is therapeutic in such a way that it makes me feel better and relieves my stress away.

I guess that’s for today and happy reading.